My own 122 days to catch up
what you also need to know:
fell into a coma for 122 days - girlfriend <3 - tattoo as a memory for my best friend in heaven
love: chocolate - laughing - mobile & pc - (love)letters - youtube - giving love and getting love back - calendars - candles - sweet words - photography & art - seeing 'her'
hate: hospital - looong sleeps & coma - fb - leaving -clocks - homework - waiting
"EVENTUALLY TIME ALWAYS RUNS OUT. [...] NO MATTER HOW MANY YEARS GO BY, I KNOW ONE THING TO BE AS TRUE AS EVER WAS - I'LL SEE YOU SOON THEN. " <3
you must be proud of her…
she’s so beautiful! MAHAL KITA…
Just… take a look on her, okay?
I miss you, so bad. :’(
- i hope they are having computers in heaven so you can see her …
xx Sofie
Anonymous Asks:
myown122daystocatchup Said:
well yeah, he did. but thomas made a queue with some things he wanted to say. it’s his girlfriend, btw. and sometimes i get a text from him, also from a queue he made. it’s been his way to leave and make some things clear, that’s all. and sometimes i post something in here, just because i need to… i can’t really explain… i hope you understand. i can’t erase his blog. it’s only 3 months ago :s
DAY 1 : it’s your birthday !
oh girl , i loved you till the end . and i will forever .
i think there’s so much happened for you , and i just hope you are okay .
you don’t deserve any pain …
party girl , smile today , smile like no one else can .
i love you , more than anything in the world . more than anything in heaven .
please don’t forget me , today , tomorrow , the next years .
just try to live with this … this was the best thing to do for everyone .
you’ll find out that soon .
<3 mahal kita .
(how is she , btw ?) x’
only 2 days leeeeeft !!!
goodnight darling , x’
yes! 3 days left!
goodnight.
only 4 days till her birthday…
goodnight. <3
for Sofie , my beautiful rose …
I love you darling , forever !
especially to my girlfriend Sofie
I’m so sorry for the past weeks …
I love you !!!!
x’ Thomas
For those who noticed there weren’t any posts on this blog recently,
I think I owe you an explanation why…
I am Sofie, and I am Thomas’ girlfriend.
Maybe I should say ‘was’, because he ‘left’. (but I can’t talk about him in the past…)
Exact 2 weeks ago, he couldn’t handle the grief anymore.
He decided to end his life, and commited suicide, the 17th of january. :’(
I had no idea, he seemed so happy (and we were happy together.)
That’s why it only hurts more than ever.
He’s irreplaceable, and I want to save his blog as a reminder for a wonderful person, my best friend, my love.
I miss him.
He wrote his passwords in a letter, and said I could write or post here how I feel…
Right now, it hurts SOOOO much; and I don’t wanna ruin his (in my opinion - beautiful) blog. But I think I’m gonna need this more than anything one day.
At the moment I don’t realise he’s gone forever; I think I won’t ever believe it. I can’t.
If you have any questions, ask please! I’ll check his mail sometimes…
(you can also reach me on my blog: http://whileyouwavedgoodbye.tumblr.com/)
Thanks for following him, I’m sure it made a huge difference to him!
xx <3 Sofie
“Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away,
and going away means forgetting.” And I’ll never forget you <3.
I love you till the moon and back… Even more.
